well I finally did it; I broke up with my "Master". I just couldn't take anymore and he hadn't been respecting Our rules or my hard limits. So I told him I was done with this relationship if he didn't start respecting me and our agreements. He didn't say much so I told him to leave.
I know I did the right thing but it certainly doesn't feel the best right now. I guess I expected him to say he was sorry and wanted to work it out and instead he just walks out.
I've boxed up everything he's bought for us and that's as far as I've gotten. It was hard to hear that truck of his leaving.
There's so many mixed emtions right now but mostly I am angry @ him and myself for staying with him when it became obvious he wasn't going to respect the rules. Well i think i'm going to get some sleep its been a hard day & I'm exhausted.