Mandy it was that line that truly hit me hard..
Seems i find time to instruct them... to lecture .. but when i get asked to spend some time since dad past especially i am to busy online {hiding form r/l} or dealing with stress of r/l to enjoy time with them...
And very bad for waiting for others that don't have time to spend but hold you so you can't do much more..
i have now taken to spending that extra moment for an extra long hug instead of a hugs and run with all in my house .. seems as if i was giving them all out on the net but near forgot that ones at home need extra long ones...
And now the weekends i stay off the net to work at a somewhat not great job{that Master and my one daughter work at}.. but also spend time with Master and my kids when i am not working...
i hope this starts a pattern in my life they are baby steps .. but ones i hope will make it so i remember to enjoy things and not just worry how i will pay the bills and get things done..
just my opinion
hugs
snow