It is power. It is to be worshiped as I deserve. It is a feeling of being the Goddess that I always am and am so seldom treated as in the day to day world. It is a rush to know that My pleasure is all My sub need worry about. It is My power to give that pleasure back....IF I choose to do so. It is wonderful. It is like christmas. I am given a gift and I enjoy using all of it. *sighs happily*