Early Fantasies

[hawk_fann]

My earliest fantasies of any sort of detail were in the 7th or 8th grade. I remember a recurring fantasy about tying up a female classmate outdoors, staked out in a spread eagle. That was pretty much the fantasy - I think I was still young enough I didn't know what the hell to do with her. I just knew I liked having her tied up. I used to think about this during class, and to my great embarassment would develop a raging hard on. I knew at an earlier age that there was something about helplessness that turned me on - when I would see women on t.v. or comic books getting tied up, it made me have that "funny feeling" way down inside. The funny feeling hasn't changed much over the years, but the fantasies are a lot more textured.

[Rosanna]

good posts here!

it's difficult to remember, some early fascination were stories of prisoners in castles, in the middle ages

suffering captives like in Robin Hood stories

when dungeon still meant dungeon, not mostly SM play room

[gagged_Louise]

when dungeon still meant dungeon, not mostly SM play room

It's clear you don't belong to the PC gaming community, for 'round twenty years, the dungeon has been the closed circle of folks into roleplaying, at a convention or online.

[Rosanna]

very true and well spotted gagged Louise, I don't know anything about computer role play games

yes hawk fann watching historical films about medieval times can be delightful, and what's a medieval film without a torture scene?

so is visiting old castles, if the castle is still in good shape, at times there even is a subterranean chamber to admire, and I'm not talking about the wine cellar

if it's merely a ruin you can still let your imagination wander...

[myri_SN]

It's clear you don't belong to the PC gaming community, for 'round twenty years, the dungeon has been the closed circle of folks into roleplaying, at a convention or online.

i get the impression that as soon as someone sends me a message and i do not tell himin detail what master does to me when we play and switch my cam on i get told that 'i'm male and a fake'.

it seems a lot of people who wander around online think that bdsm only exists in chatrooms....