While washing her i hope she asks me to join her in the bathtub, but she never tells me to and i don't dare to ask her.
Then she orders me to dress and i think we're going out, maybe hit the bars, have dinner or whatever. But no, i'm dismissed. "Come back tomorrow at ten to continue your training. If not, i want to see you 10 am sharp next Saturday."
Training? What the heck? She has completely lost me, i don't get what that's all about. And why no sex? Why not keep me here for the night? It's only six pm, would be perfect to go out or spend a long evening together at her place. But then i get aware of my sore butt and am glad she will not be pounding into it, fucking me with the strap-on as she did the other night.
In the elevator i switch on my phone and am greeted by four text messages from Nicole. I call her and tell her about my day.
"Oh my, do you want me to come over and help with your bottom?"
I tell her that i'm fine, that i'd like to just talk to her. So we keep talking until i get to the subway station, but i call her again as soon as i've got a signal again.
"You know, sweety, i think that you're a submissive?"
"Huh? What's that?"
"Someone who submits to another person, gives up control and power. I'm sure you'll find tons of sites on the net."
And how the heck does she know about that stuff? "Because I like kinky sex myself. And I've said so, but you've never showed interest in it so I let it be. I take it you will go to her tomorrow, right?"
"Yes, i think i will." Which is the understatement of the year. I have to, i have already completely fallen for her.
Back home i have to take a cold shower, because when i turn on the hot water the pain in my butt is unbearable. Then prepare a light dinner and start my laptop, lying on my belly on the bed. Sure enough, there's a zillion sites about submission, domincance, BDSM and a lot of other things i never heard of and never cared about. It's even on Wikipedia. I read a couple of posts on a forum but what i read there is just more confusing. What i want to know is why do i go back to someone who is hurting me, using me as her fucktoy. Alas, they all just write about how great it is to be spanked, whipped, used and fucked in every conceivable way. I don't think it's great to have a hurting butt like mine. However, i do know that i liked to obey her, to follow her commands and do as she wants me to do. And i also liked to be tied up, it made me feel kinda secure. But the pain, that's just, well..., painful.
The night is endless, first my mind doesn't let me find sleep, when i finally drift off to sleep i wake from the pain every time i turn on my back. Still, when i finally awake it's almost nine, and i know i'll be late.
It's ten past the time i was supposed to arrive when i stand in front of Charons door again. I think of turning back and going home. I'm afraid she'll be angry with me, hurting me even more than last time.
I get on my knees and press the doorbell. She doesn't answer the door, and i'm beginning to think that she left or is neglecting me. I'm determined to wait, and after two or three more minutes i ring the bell again.
She opens the door a crack. "You're late." Her voice is a snarl. "I am sorry, Mistress. I forgot to set the alarm clock. I am very sorry."
"You know that you'll be punished for being late, slave?"
"Yes, Ma'am. Anything you deem fitting. But may i beg you to not hurt my butt anymore? It still hurts so much."
"We'll see about that. Now come in and get naked."