Quote Originally Posted by sillypony View Post
I just find it utterly confusing that my interest came to life so vividly, not just in general (in which case it wouldn't bother me- I have been celibate for the last couple months) but targeted as it hasn't really been before. With no real instigation on the target's part. I can't really explain the true crux of the matter, as my words fail me. I just rest ridiculously confused. And eager. I've actually been wondering about ways of accommodating these issues. But nothing quite cuts it.
that i understand--completely. As i do your first post. I won't go into 'advice' on how you could or should proceed, i honestly can't help there. Maybe it's true, what tyd says in the sense that you've found a comfort zone and you're not entirely sure if you want to leave it; either way your submissive side is not another person, it's a part of you---what i do is try to keep it under control. Remind myself that it's in _my_ head and the other person isn't really dominating me, i just think he is, lol.
Confused and eager, my [short] life story. Good luck with however you pursue this. Sorry for not being much help, though. *smiles*