hi denu when i was 16 i was rapped in broad daylight and was dragged into the mens loo by my hair and had to endure many hours of assault and abuse by this one man i fell pregnant by this man at the time i was a catholic so couldnt have a abortion and wouldnt so i gave my son up for adoption and still waiting for this very day that my son will find me and knock on my door and ask me what i asked my real mum as i was adopted to why did you not keep me and will tell him the truth that i couldnt because i was to young at the time and my adopted parents wouldnt let me then i met my youngest son dad who abused and used me like a doormat use to beat me if the dinner was not ready or it was to cold etc etc he also stabbed me on the right side of my belly and i almost died this was all in front of my youngest son so i stood up for my rights and pressed charges and he was sent to prison for 5 years for attempted murder the first rape he was also sent to prison for 8 years but the court made me feel so small as the accused lawyer said that i was asking to be rapped as i was wearing a mini skirt at the time my oldest son dad was different he was the loviest man that i ever had but had to go back with his parents where they original come from and now on this very day i have a lovely Master/partner who i love so much and have been with my Master/partner for nearly 5 years and wouldnt change him for anything or anyone