Most sincere condolences for the loss of Midnite laura ann. It is clear from your words that you and he loved each other deeply.

The best that I can wish you is to be able to remember him with love but without pain soon.

I lost my partner 2 years ago in a bike crash and for a long time my love was too painful to bear. Although I'm now with a lovely man who understands everything and supports me fully, I know that I'm still not sorted about it all and just the thought of death brings tears, as has this thread.

Sending hugs.