Thank you three Euryleia dohima and Tufty.

And one open comment for dohima: Yes it was a mess with the mail, that all sorted now..
Yet while reading your reply and blog I might add that we all find our own way to manage this interest. And your way are actually the more common than the path I have chosen. Yes most just keep their dreams and fantasies but never get active, and that was the bottom line of what I tried to tell. In that acknowledging our different approach and priorities.