what was the hardest part...

[denuseri]

Of all the things I have had to overcome with other dom/dommes and myself, my fear, ignorance, angst, pride, you name it the list goes on and on.

They all pale compared to having to overcome the feeling that when my Owner looks upon me he doesnt see all the terible things I once endured at the hands of others.

That he doesnt look at me as a broken shell of a woman, that it wasnt just pity that filled his eyes that when he looks at me.

That I can more than trust him.

That we can see each others souls and know that when I look back all I will see in his eyes is love.