Quote Originally Posted by love2serve{Cs5} View Post
I wish I could tell you all will be well. It can be - but you will have to let go of your submission completely. Good luck to you. I wish you all the best.

Thank you for that message Jeanne. Sounds simple enough but how?, when you have actually knelt for someone and offered yourself for him to enjoy - with no hang-ups about shape size or anything, just you being you and taken as such with no other wish but than to please your Master in any way possible, how?....... can I put these feelings in a box and seal them away forever. Pandoras Box comes to mind, its open now and I just can't seem to fasten the lid.......

Maybe reopen the conversation and find out if you can have a poly/open relationship with your husband. Of course, you have to be open to him playing too...

Especially if he understands how important this is to you... while your love for him continues unabated.

Fortunately, I've never thought owning my partner's body was the key to keeping her heart.