Perhaps I should rephrase? Right now I'm taking this time on the forums to explore my natural inclination for subbing since I'm stuck taking the dominant role in my day to day activities/being aggressive in the bedroom. I'm hoping that RP'ing will be able to help me as an outlet for this while also allowing me to work on how I write (I'm out of practice in both areas). I may not be 100% new to BDSM but I am finding that I'm not nearly as experienced as I had originally imagined (though from vanilla standards I guess I'm alright). It's not that I'm looking for some massive orgy or anything, I just want someone to help me along the way- RP'ing seems like the best option to try out right now.