being kajira

[denuseri]

Position 40:

Side usage or Side Fingercuffs

as with a side presentation one leg is extended and the other folded beneath me as i lay on my side, the difference here is i bend my head back with my mouth open as i rotate my hips slightly to accomadate entry from both ends.

[denuseri]

Here is another quote from the books that I identify very closely with:

"I wanted to crawl to the men, to tell them I understood, to beg them to have me, to let me give them pleasure.
I wanted to please them as a slave girl, theirs. My eyes were vulnerable with the helpless lust of a bound girl who would crawl to a man to serve him.
I had not dreamed such an emotion could exist. It was not merely that I was eager to piteously and submissively display my beauty to them, that they might be moved to take it in their arms and vanquish it, but, beyond this, I was overwhelmed by an entire dimension of emotion which might be spoken of, though inadequately, as the desire to yield service and love. I wanted to give, unstintingly, with no thought of return. Always I had been concerned with what I might obtain. Now, for the first time in my life, in my joy and self-acceptance as a female slave, I wanted to give. I wanted to give all of myself, wholeheartedly, to deliver and bestow myself unto them as their girl, who loved them and would do all for them, asking nothing. I wished to be nothing, and to give all.
I wanted to be their slave.
I shook with the selfless ecstasy of the slave girl.
I wanted to crawl to them to tell them that I now understood, and that I was theirs. I wanted to cry out to them, to weep, to kneel to them, to kiss and lick submissively at their bodies in my joy."

Slave Girl of Gor - Page 102

When I think of myself in such a situation and my Owners eyes are upon me I just get so breathless and weak in the knees.

[denuseri]

Position 41:

Proffer "Cunt", or Proffer "Holes"

While on my back with only the balls of my feet and shoulders/back of head on floor, I arch my back up raising my bottom from the floor and spread my legs as wide as possible reaching up from underneath to spread my cheeks lewdly while keeping my head to one side.

[denuseri]

Sometimes while holding a position or pose I am given different commands that modify my behavior or the way I hold a pose etc

These commands are not in and of themselves different positions and are too nemuerous to list in total.

But some of them are worth mentioning here such as certian commands having to do with the eyes...

...often considered to be the windows to the soul.

Normally my eyes are downcast or averted from his while holding a pose, but in some instances I am told to look at him, to make direct eye contact, which I alllways consider a great privelage.

When he commands me to "Look" I do so ussually rather demurely as if begging silently to worship him or whoever he is directing me to look at with my eyes, pooring out my love and devotion.

Some other commands envolve different emotions other than adoration.

For instance sometimes I am told to "Beg with your eyes slave for mercy" or "beg for release with your eyes" with my eyes alone, which i do with soulfully sad doe like eyes, tears allmost allways come forth and I become rather emotional in my submission as I plead with all my heart.

On yet other occassions I am told to "Entice me with your eyes alone" thus invoking me to channell my inner beast of lust and wanton depravity through only my hungry eyes with limited body motions as I devouer his image with them.

This differes from when I show my wantoness by runing my tounge accross my teeth and lips and move within my pose in such a manner as to invoke a His passion, to tantalize his desire, to entice or invite my ravishment. To drive him insane with lust.

Which as previously mentioned is something I do allmost constantly ..,(winks)

The kajira is never really to remain static in a position like a statue unless specifically ordered to do so, quite the opposite, she is to be fluid, even while subtle movements are made freely by her to the delight of those that may observe her.

[Kuskovian]

Well said my kajira.

It is indeed good to remember that those little movements and fluid transitions matter just as much; if not more so, than when you hold or assume a position with speed or accuracy.

Preoccupation with speed or accuracy should not superceed the subtle art of pleasing one's Master.

It is much more important that one be pleased with the overall preformance than focused on the individual parts.

[Anth]

I swear, if I had one wish, it would be to witness you, Denu. To see the myriad ways you use your body to invoke any emotion in another. It must be an amazing thing to be witness to. Again, thank you for this incredible thread. Im sad that there are only 7 positions left.

[denuseri]

Blushes, Thank You so much for the kind words.

[denuseri]

Position 42:

"Prone position with legs for binding" or sometimes "Prone" and then "legs"

I lay on my back, arched some, hands clasped behing my neck, elbows out, head turned to one side, with my legs extended striaght up in the air and crossed for binding, My Owner really like me to wear heels for some reason in this position and it's often used to transfer into other positions like the next one, of course it allows him to grab both my ankles in one hand and push or tie my legs back for "use" ..(fans myself)

[denuseri]

Position 43:

Prone V or Prone Legs Spread

Just like the above position my back, arems and head are all the same, but as the title sugests I point my toes twords the cieling while keeping my legs fully extended and ridged while spreading them wide (blushes), its an excellent position for cropping some of those hard to reach places

[denuseri]

Regardless of what title you wish to use.

The path to that of being a kajira is one of self awarness and truth.

First you are free and curious and only really play at being a slave girl, eventually even submitting on occasion to the will of another or many as the whim may strike .

Then later, you start to actually feel as if it is right for you to be submissive and seek it out, craving the feeling it gives and find yourself submiting in more and more ways to a specific individuals will. If you are lucky mabey even falling deeply in love and this is where most of us stop.

Rarely but it can happen:

When the strength of the bond between a dominant and his submissive is great enough (strength of character etc not merely the physical) and the, respect, trust and devotion is tempered by a sence of disipline that grows with a love that knows no boundary...

....you start to submit not only to your Master, but to yourself as well. Any conflict you struggled with about your submission dies with this acceptance and what you thought was your submission before becomes somthing so strong the word love only begins to describe it, and the bond between you and he is made stronger than anything eaither of you could ever imagine...

It is then you learn what true joy and freedom lays in your utter surrender to another.

It is then that you wake up a slave at the feet of your Owner.

[denuseri]

Position 44:

"Entice your use", or just "Entice"

This is what I call the ever changing position.

When given this command regardless of my current position I start to constantly writhe and shift from one position to another in the most tantalizing way possible.

During the many transitons from whatever starting position I am in; I continue to keep moving from one position to another until I am put to "use" or commanded to do something else. Its very much like a type of slow dance.

Sometimes I am told to beg, which I do very vocally at times.

I will be very animated nuaghty even, sucking on a finger tip, moaning, licking my lips, arching my back, useing my hands to spread my cheeks and or running them up and down my legs, cupping my breasts,often times making bold wanton eye contact if possible, vaginal and anal openings are eventually promenetly displayed and to show my special training to please in all ways I often wink my "holes" in lewd invitation.

[denuseri]

Position 45:


Breasts

Ussually but not allways done from a kneeling position. When given the command I turn if possible to him and cup my breasts from beneath lifting them up, arching my back some , head turned to the side, and proffer my breats to him.

[denuseri]

Position 46:


Cruel Display

My face, upper chest and toes are the only support in this position, as I bottom goes high when I arch my back. My legs are spread wide and fully extended with my hands clasped behind my head. The higher my bottom is the more pronounced the arch of my back gets. It puts a lot of preasure and is a dificult position to hold for any long period.

[denuseri]

Position 47:


Cruel Present

Everything is the same as in cruel Display above only like with most "present" positional commands I am to reach back and spread my cheeks open exposing my openings.

It puts even more pressure of course on the face and upper body becuase I can no longer use my elbows to help support myself.

Begging from this position is most ernestly preformed if allowed as it can get painful quick. Not to mention it is delightfully humiliating.

[denuseri]

Finally made it here is the last one:

Position 48:

High cruel splay & reverse High cruel display

Using my hands to support the transition and maintain my balance I would rotate my hips up towards my head (from the cruel display position) to lift my feet from the floor, arching my back up splaying my extended legs out wide, until I am in allmost like standing on my head except my hands and uppershoulders and side of my face support my full wieght, the position requires using ones bone structure by digging my elbows into my ribs to help make a sort of tripod between my head and hands, with some serious flexibility training the hips can even be rotated to the extent that ones back is allmost bent in a reversed C when viewd from the side.

The reverse of this position is much more comforable as instead of facing the ground one lays on thier back to preform it, using the arms to support the upper back as all the bodies wieght is rested on the back of the shoulders and head, legs extended and spread , allmost like being a human T when looking from the front.

Well thats it all 48 positions I have been trainned to keep.....so far.

[Pearlgem]

Wow, denuseri, mind-boggling. Would really love to see some of the more difficult to imagine positions. I bet you do them and the transitions beautifully. Your avatar (which I presume is you) shows a delightfully graceful woman. Thanks for all your hard work on this thread. I have very much enjoyed following it over the weeks.

[Kuskovian]

Well done girl!

Now you can begin addressing some of the other aspects that being a kajira entails.

[Pearlgem]

Well done girl!

Now you can begin addressing some of the other aspects that being a kajira entails.

No rest for the wicked, eh d?

[denuseri]

Humm I wonder where to start.

I suspose I could talk about how kajira don't allways submit so willingly, in fact sometimes I am expected to "test" limits and such on occassion.

Allwyas probing for signs of weakness in those who would dominant me.

Kinda like being in a little power struggle, or what some may call topping from the bottom. Ultimately I (not being bratty so much as keeping some fire in the relationships dynamic) course I allways end up back on my kneels well conquered.

Basically just becuase the collar is on my neck doesnt mean I become a doormat.

It is one thing to aquire a kajira, its entirely another thing to keep her.

As my Owner has told me on many occassions:

"A master should allways be wary of a kajira lest it is he who become enthralled at her feet instead."

[summerBreeze{EDQ}]

wow thankyou so much for you beautiful explanations of the positions I am in awe.

[13'sbadkitty]

thank you for sharing all of that with us, it was a very caring and time consuming endeavor, beautifully written as well..i hope in my training i will be able to modify some as i have neck injury from a bad car accident and have limited motion, i am sure the spirit is more important than the perfection.

[shy_lovegirl[Quest10]]

my god denu...just reading and my back is crying..your wonder girl*hus and kisses*

[flyfish]

beatuiful!

[scarlet_85]

Darling... that just gave me the chills. I feel like you wrote everything I feel. It's like you said it so perfectly. Thank you for that. I feel better just reading it.

[denuseri]

Happy to have been of service but the real credit of course goes imho to my owner first and then to all the others before him who have trainned me.

[Jacee]

To copycat everyone else "Absolutely beautiful", your words are inspirational, thank you for sharing.

[denuseri]

Thanks for all the compliments everyone, but seriously...the real credit goes to those who have dominion over me in these matters, I am but a reflection of their teachings.

In any event I am bumping this thread and the other one in the religion and philosophy sections since Ive noticed a recent influx of those interested in Gor joining the site, please feel free to participate!

[Ownedfyre (mm1)]

Thanks denu! I reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllll lllllllly appreciate you sista!

[ksst]

Bump, so I can find it again.

[thir]

Thanks for all the compliments everyone, but seriously...the real credit goes to those who have dominion over me in these matters, I am but a reflection of their teachings.

In any event I am bumping this thread and the other one in the religion and philosophy sections since Ive noticed a recent influx of those interested in Gor joining the site, please feel free to participate!

Where are they? Cannot find them.
A recent thread made me think that a discussion on love and D/s might be useful.".. there is good reason for this; she is, you see, a love slave; no woman can be more in a man's power; and with no woman must he be stronger................... Beasts of Gor, pp236 "

The discussion would be if love prevents control, or perhaps how to prevent that from happening, or if love is neccesary in a D/s relaionship. But if you have something like that going already, I'd rather read there than start a similar one.