what was the hardest part...

[Ladymad]

there's times when i actually feel two sides inside of me battling, the 'submissive side' and what i like to call 'the side of logic'.

I posted my fear immediately, before reading any responses, simply because I thought I knew what my biggest fear was. After reading through the posts, this sentence hit home for me.



My biggest struggle in submission is having my radically left-wing, uber-feminist self try to justify why she wants to serve a man.