Quote Originally Posted by BryansGrrrl View Post

The NEED for him is the hard part.
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And I was upset with myself for needing him so badly. I wanted him to get well, why was I being so needy when he needed time for himself?
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I have never needed anyone this much in my entire life. I'm very much an independent woman.

*sigh*

This will take some mental gymnastics to get used to. I'm sure there will be more challenges to come, but this was the hardest one to date.
I could have written this a year ago. In fact, I may have! Thanks for sharing, and for reminding me how far I've come.

I'm more comfortable with the need now.