Perhaps you got answers privately, but as I see nobody posts publicly, so let me say something. I am not a 24/7 slave, in fact not a slave at all, just a submissive who enjoys being humiliated and tortured. But when I try to imagine a 24/7 slavery, I always find in it an irreal element, a fantasy play, so to speak. As if somebody goes about on all fours like a dog, and is treated like a dog, but she/he is still not a dog in reality. It is a fantasy play. Like this, when you try to give every part of your personality to your Master, you will still find a massive reality of yourself, and it can't be helped. Your mind is healthy if it can't accept the fantasy play as reality.

My dear, I wrote this exclusively because I saw your post wasn't answered. I may be in great error about your situation or about the nature of 24/7 slavery. Don't hesitate to correct me, I am just a beginner. I admit that I am not competent.