It's kinda weird to see me performing in that movie. I'm torn between disgust and arousal, pride and shame while i watch myself sucking and fucking – or rather, being fucked by – those two guys. I remember that i felt the same when the movie was made. But i have forgotten that it was so painful, at least it looks like it hurt when they both fucked me at the same time. Looking back after i have endured much worse pain it seems like a piece of cake. Like „Double penetration? So what's the fuss?“
However, i'm still glad that i'm safely snuggled up to Charon and can enjoy an easy Sunday afternoon. The easiness and leisure are not here to stay, tho. I feel Mistress getting restless, and yes, i can smell her arousal. If she's as wet as me, i'll be drowning in her juices. Just when i want to go down on her, she gets up and commands me to the bathroom.
'Oh, she wants me to eat her pussy in the shower' i think. 'How nice!' But soon i realize that i couldn't have been more wrong. Her hot pee splashes on my face and i almost turn my head and move back. If she hadn't pressed my face to her pussy, i would have. And probably i would have been punished badly.
Strangely it's not as bad as last time. I don't really enjoy being pissed on, not at all, but i'm her slave and if Mistress wants to piss on her slave, that's what she does. This time i know she does it because she wants to show me that i'm her slave, that she can do with me whatever she wants, not because she's angry with me. And that feels so good, to know that my place is at her feet, to know i'm her property to do with as she pleases...

Sucking the dildo is just more of the same: A slave doing her duty. To be honest, i would prefer to suck a real cock, make a man cum all over my face or to be allowed to swallow. But the look on Mistress' face is enough to make me feel happy with what i have and when she pushes the dildo ever further in i wish i could deepthroat. Maybe i should start practising that.
Suddenly she withdraws the cock and orders me to lie down and spread my legs. She hesitates a moment, looking into my eyes, but then she places tip of the dildo between my wet lips and pushes in. It hurts like hell! But it was my idea so i better live with the pain. It hurts even more when Mistress fucks me deeper and deeper and the leather straps at the base of the cock start to pound into my sore pussy. I grind my teeth and realize that i'm getting close to an orgasm, despite the pain.
I'm such a slut, a pain slut, a horny, dripping pain slut. And i love it!
Just when i'm about to ask her if i may cum she pulls out, leaving my slopping, wanting, needy cunt all empty and hungry.
„Get on your knees and suck my cock!“
„Yes Mistress. Thank you for letting me suck you.“
With my arms still tied i start to suck the dildo. I see Mistress watching me in the mirror and at the same time i feel my juices running down my legs. When the cock is cleaned of my pussy juice Mistress removes the strap-on and sits down.
Finally i may eat her pussy! I love the taste, the scent, the softness of her pussy! I don't know for how long i lick and nibble and kiss her folds and clit and for how long i thrust my tongue into her, nor do i know how many times i make her cum. When i'm between her legs, time ceases to exist, there is only Mistress' pussy and i'm to please her, everything else is gone from my mind. I'm only pulled out of that trancelike state of mind when Mistress pushes my head back and tells me it's enough.
„You may sleep at my feet or on the floor.“
„Thank you for letting me please you, Mistress. Sleep well.“ I lie at her feet and soon enough i start to drift off to sleep. But then Charon says something that gets me wide awake again, and for a long time: “OH, one last thing I forgot to tell you. Jon mentioned he is interested in making another movie…”

A movie. Hmm. Last time i was shocked when she told me about the movie, and even more so when she said that it will be put up on the internet, for everybody to see. But that seems like an eternity ago. I've come far since then, have endured things i couldn't even imagine back then, i have a tattoo on my pussy, a branding on my butt, i have been marked for life by the whip, rode a wooden horse, my pussy has been sewn shut, i have been peed on. And i have accepted to be Mistress' slave for the rest of my life.
A movie? Being on the net, naked, exposed, played with, tortured, fucked? So what???

OOC: Happy holidays to everybody reading this. And a big Thanks for all the feedback.