Oh no! Not that! I hated it the first time she ordered me to hurt her. Well, umm, hated isn't exactly right. I didn't really enjoy it, but it wasn't that bad after all. Maybe i even enjoyed it a little bit. And hey, i get to pay her back for not thrusting me. Now that's an idea.

First, a blindfold. I know that it is much more intense if you don't know what's going to happen, if you don't see the blow coming. Makes it much more interesting, at least for the one being blindfolded.
Hmmm, what a sight; her hands in the air and tiptoeing she looks too gorgeous. I can barely resist the urge to just go down on her again. I quickly hit Mistress across her bottom with the cane. I know it didn't hurt too much, i slowed down just before the cane hit her soft flesh.

It still hurts me, though. This is wrong. I don't like it at all. Can't she just go see that Jon if she wants to feel pain? After all, i'm her slave for a reason, if i enjoyed caning other people i'd be a Domme. But then again, she clearly ordered me to hurt her. Oh, but then she also said i should humiliate her. Now that could work, hehehe. I grin broadly while i walk away to the kitchen, reminding her to keep in the position she is. When i get back with a cup of coffee and a bowl of cereals five minutes later she is definitely straining to keep on her toes.
„Those arms are not really outstretched, my dear. If i were in your place, i'd be in trouble now. But then again, so are you, hihihi. C'mon over here, i need to think and have a cup coffee.“
I order her to position herself as if she were a table, on her hands and feet, her body as horizontal as possible. Then i place the bowl on her belly.
„I'll put the coffee on your belly too, it might be a bit hot, but it will be worse if you spill it, so you may want to keep as still as possible.“ The coffee isn't really hot, after all i don't want to rush to the emergency room with her. Still, she trembles a bit when she hears my warning. Perfect. When all is set, i sit down on the sofa to admire her.
„Damn, that's gorgeous. Too bad we have no guests, i bet they would love such a nice table.“ It really is a terrific sight.
„Are you hungry too? Want a coffee?“
„Yes.“
„Yes? Yes what?“
„Yes Mistress.“ Damn. That sounds wrong. All in all, this topping-business is not really satisfying.
„Hmm, you learn fast, but just call me Zoe.“
I finish breakfast, take off the blindold and order her to go and have a coffee and something to eat. Of course i prepared two coffees, and two bowls of cereals. Out of habit, and because you just can't turn from slave to Mistress in five minutes. Well, in my case it probably wouldn't work in five years. It's beginning to dawn on me that i'm truly fucked. Fulfilling Mistress' order will leave me feeling bad, failing her even more so. I should just ask her to forget about it, maybe she understands that i can't do it. Or maybe she won't. Anyway, there is one thing i would really enjoy to see. Something i've never seen before in my life but think must be one of the most beautiful things to watch.

„Charon, are you done yet?“
„Yes Zoe.“ She comes hurrying, standing in front of me. I get up from the sofa and start to kiss her hard on the mouth, my hand between her legs, the other pinching her nipple. It doesn't take a long time and she's dripping wet and moaning.
„You want to cum, right?“
„Yes, very much so.“
„Good, you know i love it when you cum. However, today it's your own business to make yourself cum. I'll just be watching you. And i promise, if you give me a good show, i'll see to it that your longin for pain is met.“
She looks at me a bit confused.
„It's quite simple: You masturbate, you cum when i allow you to cum and when i'm satisfied i'll whip you. If i'm disappointed by your show, i wont play the Mistress anymore.“ I know that would mean to disobey her, but i'm willing to run that risk.
„I think it would be appropriate to lie on the floor while i sit on the sofa.“

She reluctantly lies down, a bemused look in her eyes. I guess she'll get back at me sooner or later, but right now i just hope she shows me how a horny slut plays with herself.