Thank you Matin!

Quote Originally Posted by Matin View Post
but there is for me that small part that finds the depth of submission that would be required for her to do that for me... attractive...

but what is it we find attractive about it?

Let me share this with you:

I have been after Master for as long as i can remember to let me watch him pee. Being a girl, I don't have a penis & His fascinates me! Sometimes I'll ask him to let me hold it for him when he goes. Usually he looks at me crooked, makes an 'EW!' face & says 'no'.
Last night, however, he let me hold it for him while he went. I was SOOO excited!! (it's harder than it looks you know - there's: the right amount of pressure, aim ...) of course I made a mess & he made me clean it up, but as excited as I was to help him go, I was thoroughly squicked by having to clean up his urine.

I'm still on my quest to discover the allure, but it's nice to know that I'm not alone with my thoughts & confusion. Look forward to hearing more updates!

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