as of lately ive not been into my slave role i cant take all the whipping ive been having and need to stop because its really not turning me on thus has no real meaning anymore and to a point i think im falling in love with my master and just wanting to do all the "hanging around you because i can" stuff and its not like im disappointing him he enjoys at times hanging out just in general, but im worried i was watching some bondage movies the other night and i had no interest in it, i honestly dont know what to think in myself i do enjoy bondage bdsm all that jazz but i guess my heart is telling me otherwise, i dunno if anyone knows a way of trying to stop me from "loving" my master to this point any help would be great or just try and explain why im being like this lol

and if this message was just dribble just tell me that too lol

all the best

M