Quote Originally Posted by Just A Girl View Post
There's a kind of bitter irony in coming back to this thread tonight.
I started by talking about how my Master handles my flaws...
However, I think I'm about to loose my Master simply because of them.
I recently lost someone really close to me... it's made me go a little bit crazy, push my luck and generally abuse Master's kindness at this time.
It's scary how the very thing that cares for my shattered self can just as easily switch and shatter me into even smaller peices...

i am so sorry to hear this Just a Girl .. if you need to talk just pm me ok? i can only imagine slightly how you must be feeling.. but i know when things like this happen stress can do aweful things to how we can act towards others ..

One phrase comes to mind for sure.. "you always hurt the ones you love " especially in difficult times...

i remember how it effected Master and Sir when my dad passed.. i certainly was not the best of subs.. if anything i took my anger, hurt and pain out on them.. maybe because we trust they will be there no matter what.. but i know i was out of control..

Just my opinion

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snow