Quote Originally Posted by thenatural View Post
Sex & Menstruation

As for PMS, my bitch doesn't have a schedule but when she comes out she's just covering for my feelings of helplessness, fear and vulnerability, in a way she is trying to protect me. I wish I could justify her, because she feels so dam convincing I just want to follow her into battle, but I have never found an instance when she is right. If fact as soon as she shows up I know I am reacting to something so I stop the head fuck and try to feel. As for me all roads lead back to fear. If I can identify the fear and fully surrender to it, it will pass. Another strategy is to do the 180 degrees opposite of what I feel like doing. RL example; if in anger I am so mad at my master I want to push him away, belittle him whatever the urge, he has commanded me to embrace him, kiss him ooo it sucks and I hate it and it's not easy to do, but it reinforces the message to my little bitch that she doesn't call the shots.

I just wanted to say thank you for that part-i can really relate to the feeling expressed here except i tend to blindly "follow "my bitch" into battle", i've been working on it though. I really liked you real life example as well because it kinda provides a way i can try to fight it off in my own life, instead of turning into the 4 year old brat i usually do (lol)!