well i was planing on waiting for a bit before I go back to the doctor because I HATE the stupid copays. And I really liked the journal idea, because part of my issue is i don't think I express my symptoms well enough...

But it is 5 am and i'm up because i have awful pain in my lower left abdomen- right where they say the ovaries and fallopian tubes are. And it feels funny there (when i run my hands over it, it feels like there is a rock hard lump or mass right where i would expect them to be, and its fairly large, like a hardened organ rather than a cyst or something) I have a lot of experience with gut pain, and it definitely isn't anything like previous intestinal discomfort, nor is it like normal cramps. I'm really worried, but I want to wait till the AM if i can, so that I can call my Dr before I just drive to the ER for (possibly, hopefuly) no reason.

If anyone has experience with that kidn of pain i'd love to hear about it...