I have always felt submissive before I even knew what it was. I always aimed to please, constantly focusing on others and their happiness over my own. I didn't know what submission and BDSM was until I was 14. I met my first Master and he taught me what its like to be truly submissive. He looked out for me and cared for me even knowing I was at such a young age. From there, everything just sort of fell into place for me.

I've spoken to a lot of Dominants and other subs over the years and have read as much as I can. Everything I know and the person I've become has evolved from the knowledge I've gained and experiences both good and bad.

I'm hoping my fiance and I will soon be able to have a D/s relationship. He is a kind and gentle man. He loves me for me, inside and out. He'd never hurt me like I have been hurt in the past. He's only just found out about BDSM since I am the first to tell him about it. Things are going slow so that he has time to properly learn the life. Its been a wonderful journey so far.