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i was meant to be doing work right now, but again i got distracted my the site again when i found this thread. i have to say thank you to everyone who has posted here and denuseri you are so brave for starting this. knowing that other people have been through abuse and come out stronger for it and have been able to have bdsm relationships. im not ready to share what i went through, and although it may be nothing im comparison to what everyone else has been through, i have only had my own experiences to deal with, and it was the worst.
i find the library such a place of support and really hope with the support of friends irl and on here i can eventually get over this.

thank you

sinful