to pee or not to pee....that is the question

[SauvagePouline]

omg, I am so glad this thread got un-buried!!!

I was literally JUST discussing this with my Master, and came on looking for threads on defilement. (what he calls it)

A couple weeks ago, we had a weekend away, and in a spurt of playfulness, he peed on me while we were showering. Just on the hip/legs. I washed it off right away. I was... wowed. I was beyond thought and speech for a moment. And when the shock wore off, I couldn't figure out what I thought. So a couple weeks go by, and I find myself thinking of it at the oddest times and... -shocked face- ... wanting it to happen again.

So I love reading the feedback from everyone about this, especially the WHY they like it. I guess that is why I enjoy it too, but at the same time, these answers seem incomplete for my mind. I don't know what is missing... the humiliation, the ultimate submission, i love the use of the word "marking"!, the sensation... but there is something else. Some unnameable aspect that gets me hot, that makes me want it.

Now Master is planning to start pushing me when it comes to defilement. I must admit, i'm excited for it!

[FirstBorn]

I only started on watersports a couple of years ago. Its not something i do often but i have done it multiple times to humilliate my sub. Its a clear sign of her submission and quite a moment of power for me.

Last i did this i had a shower session with my sub, using a dildo and the showerhead to drive her well past 10 orgasms in a row, finally squirting on my hands and collapsing on the floor. All along interogating her and making her admit to being a filthy little pervert (its her thing).

I figured now that she had admitted to me that i owned her and that she was filthy. I migt aswell do a little chain bondage (pretty much japanese rope bondage but with rather heavy steel chain). If she was indeed so perverted that she just enjoyed that (i told her) "well heres your shower slut" (cue the yellow fountain).

I left her there in her chain harness on the floor, telling her to come and have dinner in 10 minutes (she likes being left after use and i left it open to her to decide on washing or not by not telling her either)

Its not something i have to do but with this particular sub i do enjoy it because i know she reverts back to her usual fairly selfassured self, after our weekends and reminding her of her dirty degrading secrets when shes like that is a little mindgame of ours.