omg, I am so glad this thread got un-buried!!!

I was literally JUST discussing this with my Master, and came on looking for threads on defilement. (what he calls it)

A couple weeks ago, we had a weekend away, and in a spurt of playfulness, he peed on me while we were showering. Just on the hip/legs. I washed it off right away. I was... wowed. I was beyond thought and speech for a moment. And when the shock wore off, I couldn't figure out what I thought. So a couple weeks go by, and I find myself thinking of it at the oddest times and... -shocked face- ... wanting it to happen again.

So I love reading the feedback from everyone about this, especially the WHY they like it. I guess that is why I enjoy it too, but at the same time, these answers seem incomplete for my mind. I don't know what is missing... the humiliation, the ultimate submission, i love the use of the word "marking"!, the sensation... but there is something else. Some unnameable aspect that gets me hot, that makes me want it.

Now Master is planning to start pushing me when it comes to defilement. I must admit, i'm excited for it!