Catholics can be very idiosyncratic too. The bounds set by "public normalcy", and I use this term very loosely, leave little space for personal development and often branch out into secretive people and therefore, communities. I can assure you that you're not the only kinky one around you, it's just more commonly accepted frowning upon the differences.

I'd tell you to be patient, waiting until you can leave your parent's home may seem too long, but I can assure you that it isn't. You have more time ahead of you to seek from life what you want.
Overanalyzing is something that I do too much for my own good, but looking back I've gained more from calming the fuck down and breathing than flipping out and shouting my lungs out.