when I first started BDSM, only a year ago, I put pee on the hardlimits list of something I found just "icky" and it was a resounding "Hell NO!!!" for me. I couldnt even think about it. My how things have changed for me.

I havent been peed on. but I have slowly over the past 3 months started in that direction. First having to ask to go pee, then being told to hold it. to peeing in the tub in the shower, to peeing in the tub without the shower...to peeing my panties. I still dont think I could handle drinking it though, but if anyone had told me a year ago, I would be asking to go to the loo in the tub, I would have told them "Hell No".

The more I have done with this the more I have come to think I could handle being peed on. It is a very submissive feeling that I get when I think of Him marking me in that way, it is His, and He marks me as His: I think that is what it has become for me. Another way of Him showing me He owns me.

I am enjoying my journey savoring it like I would the worlds most delicious chocolate. I look forward to learning more about this twisted lifestyle...and me.