LOL at perverted pages. I think really it's all about tone. At the time that it was happening, it was anything but hot! However, Master has had me do some of these things separately when being a kitty, such as eat from the floor out of a bowl, drink out of a bowl and no furniture and that is indeed HAWT in your definition. *giggles* Although being made to sleep on the floor is punishment in my brain and i can't seem to get that out. *shakes my head*

The part that did make this so earth shattering for me was knowing that Master was so disappointed in me that He felt a need to do this. As any sub/slave/bottom can attest, having your dom disappointed in you is about the worst kind of low there is!

The first day or so i was in shock and i talked to Master CONSTANTLY for re-assurance and understanding during this task. Just because He was not right there next to me does not mean He wasn't there for me. He has always made time for me and i do the same, even when W/we don't think W/we have the time, W/we MAKE it. Being long distance takes a huge amount of commitment in of it'self and anyone having been through this knows what that is like. Thanks perverted for your two cents! *hugs* Good luck in your journey as well. You are in my thoughts.

Bluefarie, very happily owned and engaged to Master Archeon