I never really thought about age play in this sense, that is until I was with my former top, and we started in with me as a school girl. At the time it was very logical to play this way as I was in college and he was my top, it wasn't too far of a leap to imagine me as being 18 and him as daddy and any misbehaving, such as skipping, not doing homework and the like would be punishable by him. It was a fun way for us to play and to explore things such as spanking implements like canes, belts, paddles, and pex. I learned a lot with this kind of play, like ...I am not into pain, I don't like it , it doesn't turn me on and I found myself just "enduring" until it stopped. Although you would think that I would have behaved better knowing that and not been such a sassy cheeky brat, but that was not the case. In any case, It was a very good learning experience for me.

After we stopped playing I didn't really think about age play again till I started role playing in the forums at another site. I did it just a something fun to do, where I could "play" on the playground, swing on the swings, even play in a ball pit.

Which brings me to today, where I have embraced the play even more, With Sir I have played the pre-adolescent little girl with daddy. I am like icey where it just sort of seemed a natural course with us and not something really intended.

Sir is a natural caretaker and people often comment on how very much child like I am, for me the world should be fair and just, and people aren't "just out for themselves", in my child mind, you treat others as you want to be treated, and people aren't deceitful or power hungry mongrels stabbing you in the back one upping and all that. When I am my little self the world is safe because daddy is there in that nurturing and caring role he is being responsible and looking out for me, guiding and protecting. And while It has been mostly play and we haven't done anything sexual I am not closed minded to it. I think it is such a taboo for me I dont see it as possible for me ...yet, but that could change. Mostly we have fun we play like a little girl likes to play and for a change ... I am not such a trouble maker, well...not too much of one anyway. I have not played as a baby though. The aspect of being totally dependent on someone, that and the whole sucking on a bottle thing just doesn't appeal to me, although Daddy says if I don't start acting my "age" he will start treating me like the "baby" I am acting and have me wear a diaper and suck on a pacifier...he wouldn't do that ...would he? (well ...ok so maybe not as well behaved as I thought)

And with the thanks to secondlife where my avatar is any where from 7 - 12 year old girl still innocent in life and playing ...yep you guessed it at playgrounds and with other children, some younger as young as 4 and some as old as 17.

I never thought I would get so involved with bdsm or with age play. It is nice to be able to explore the different kinds of kink and play