how can I start to enjoy being dominate

[thir]

It just feels wrong to hit someone and at the same time enjoy it.

Why do I do it then? because I love him, it makes him happy, and he's extremely grateful. So my question is "how can I start to enjoy being dominate?"

Maybe by working with why it feels wrong to do this, if he likes it so much?
Or is it you liking it that feels wrong?

Feelings in such matters are not govern by reason.

If it is you who have a problem, not because you dislike it, but because you do, then I am pretty sure you'll get past that with a little more time.

Also maybe search out a club or the like, and see how many people like it. Perhaps it wouldn't feel so wrong then.