i want to thank each and every one of you for your kind words .. i have read them over and over again for the past 6 months..At first i would just sit and cry over them but as time grew the tears fell less frequently...and now i think it is time to once again maybe allow a bit of that sub out little by little..

i will still be cautious so if it is to be i may find that Right Sir again that i am compatible with .. who knows he may be out there .. i know it may be a long journey but if i find him it will be worth the long road and hard travel to have him.. at least o/l as that is what i may only have.. as i still live with The Tester`.. he will remain Master so he still has a bit of say over what i do as we are common law

Once again thank you, now if i could only get out of this shy stage lol it has been a long time

hugs
snow