hello chrissychaos,
first welcome to the library.
I understand that starting off exploring this side of yourself can be dorting, but it can also be very fullfilling, it is a good step that do all ready know about some of your limits, and they will more things to learn as you go.
this is a good place to learn and to ask question, read about this and to get to know and make friends.
I am happy to answer any question, and to help out in any way.