It's been a while since I have been back here, and like always densuri, it's always been a pleasure. I am a survivor and a stronger soul as a result, I was purely vanilla prior to meeting this man, and he introduced bdsm without my consent and he encouraged himself to have sex with me even when I have said no. I do enjoy submission and bondage and all the fantastic dynamics that play along, for I knew when he introduced this to me, I didn't know they had a name for it. And it was many years before the internet. Alot of terrible things did happen and the first time I left him he said he would kill me, I ended up staying for a total of 23 years and spent two years running, a condition to leave me alone was to leave my children and promised me to death, they would never be mine. They are grown but they are silent and are kept away from me. I love them unconditionally but they have become as cruel and as manipulative as he, I tried to do everything I could for both myself and the children, My freedom and and the support I get from my current Daddy, assures me that my interests and intentions are good as he tells me, I am an angel flying too close to the ground. There are alot of good people in the world but alot of bad ones... always and please always make sure you know what your getting into before you commit yourself to anything. An important topic densuri, good Job!