Hi im Alex.. used to go by Lexi in my teenage subbie days. I've known i've been sub since i was about 15 and let older men take control of me. then i got into a vanilla relationship in h/s and got preggo. since then, i pushed my subbie tendencies into my past.

until recently.

im in a vanilla relationship w/ a man who would never take control and i hate it! i want to be on a collar/leash.. get spanked, whipped, thrown on the bed.. i miss fantasy rape, being tied up, choked, having my hair pulled, being punished, and giving myself completely to a man.. makes me wet just thinking about it