Quote Originally Posted by Silke
As much as I like to be a smartass or provoke my Master from time to time, I'd never conciously break any of his rules hoping to be punished. I've found out early on in our relationship that the punishments he deals out are not ones that make me hot...quite the contrary. I feel miserable when he's disappointed and know I won't enjoy the consequences.

His disapproval and disappointment alone are bad enough, but having to spend some time without distraction thinking about where I've gone wrong and how to avoid making this mistake in the future make it a tough punishment to go through.


*shudders* I really don't like punishments. The only good thing about them is that once they're done, it's over and the subject closed.
You said it very well, Silke. Thats exactly my stand to this topic. I would never break a rule conciously. And knowing or worrying i might have disappointed my Master is a horrible feeling.
If i do break a rule i gladly take my punnishment to make it all good and dandy again. To explain what was wrong and to say how i will avoid doing it again also set my mind straight. And during that explanation i worry i might not have understood the level of disaproval or mistake, so its an punnishment in a way and it makes me very attentive.

Good question, Scorpio. Welcome back! I have missed seeing your posts