Hello again, having already shared with my thoughts, most of which I have already posted elsewhere on this forum, I will not repeat them, but merely extend my welcome to this part of the site.
I enjoyed chatting to you, and was sincerely impressed by how far you have already come. You have discovered much more than you perhaps realise, and certainly than you give yourself credit for.
I wish you both joy on your journey through, and perhaps into BDSMland and hope you discover what is right for you.
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