Actually, I think that's (what you describe) part and parcel to submission for you. And as ID points out, there is no right or wrong way to express your submission.

We all feel high or low, enthusiastic or not, about everything we may undertake in life. But when you obey and serve irrespective of your momentary feelings merely because you feel it is your duty to give what you promised, it is that very act the both empowers and enraptures your dominant.




IMO