it's my belief is that humiliation is a valuable and effective learning tool ... one that can readily help a girl to focus on her place and on her purpose.

for example ... if my owner wishes to humiliate me by having me pee on the side of the road, i have two choices ... refuse to do it and either incur his wrath for disobedience and suffer the consequence of my rapid departure from his life, or do as i am instructed, regardless of how the act may make me feel.

i believe the learning comes from the feelings i experiences during the act of humiliation ... and for me, those feelings always seem to come in a pair.

the first is the humiliation of the act itself ... the actual squatting and peeing, knowing full well i am behaving much like an animal, one that is certainly able to be seen by anyone who may happen to observe me.

the second feeling is the rush of excitement i feel in doing as i was told to do ... the doing of something a bit on the extreme side ... doing something to please my owner. and yes, i know that peeing on the side of the road is not very extreme, but the concept still applies.

in my world, these paired feeling are not at all easily forgotten.

kindly,
the slave girl called mia