Silke, I just had to smile when you said "it will be a while until things get back to normal" - that somehow our "normal" has become giving our heart/mind/body to someone we've never met, held, kissed..... but someone we know so well.
Lol, did I really say that? Man...the things I consider to be normal nowadays. And it's only been a few months. Sometimes I forget how far I've come on the journey in such a short time and I take that as a good sign, like I've come closer to my real essence. It feels so liberating to follow my heart instead of trying to fit into a mainstream stereotype that never suited me. Strange how other people seem to have seen that before I realised it myself, I know my Master did. *smiles*

Sooo....any chance of hearing something more from your life, cookiecat?