Hi again.

YES!!! I can empathise so much with Slave Lucy and Andibabe, and it is so good to find that other slaves/submissives feel the same way as I do. Perhaps I should explain that we don't do 'the scene', so my contact with others girls like me is limited and there have been times when I have felt alone, and even wondered if I was the ONLY person who lived this life style. So it's wonderful to find other slaves experience the same pleasures and problems as I do.

'Trust' is a word that has been used regularly in discussing this topic and rightly so, as (for me anyway) it is absolutely vital that my owner trusts me. As I said earlier, my work means I am 60 miles from him for most of the week and (modestly?!?) I can say that I am attractive enough to get a lot of propositions - some charmingly innocent, some not so - at work and elsewhere. Saying "No!" to a tempting invitation always gives me a kick and a warm glow as I know I have justified my owner's trust in me. And it is the same when I am disciplined or punished at long distance. It doesn't make the experience any less unpleasant or trying, but afterwards I allow myself a moment of pride in the knowledge that I have done it right and justified my wonderful owner's confidence and trust in me.

(Of course, he will probably read all this, and I'll get myself punished for my 'overweaning pride'. But I wanted to say what I did and so.................)
Love, Jane.