Early Fantasies

[Asia]

I think I'm typical in this area. Priests, SS Waffen and Gestapo rape-love-hate relationship for their pleasure not confessions, gang raped by group of strangers, being choked and beaten during a rape by two men with weapons while my imaginary bf (I was about 7-ish when this fantasy 1st occurred and no r/l bf *sobs*) was forced to watch and unable to help. While all of these are reoccuring fantasies and I still have them, I guess the ultimate and theme underlying them is being watched and photographed while in a vulnerable state.

With women and BDSM fantasies- it's always about the SS, 'her' sat on a chair wearing her Waffen uniform and large dildo and me being forced to fuck her while she holds my neck and bites my nipples while other SS women soldiers watch on and laughing, taking turns to slap my face, spit at me and hold my hips to keep me grinding down on to the dildo.

Oh yeah - I fantasise about making soft, delicate, agonisingly, beautiful love as well by the way *highlights this so as not to sound too much of a pervert - smiles*
Asia
xxx

[Dundee]

I think I'm typical in this area. Priests, SS Waffen and Gestapo rape-love-hate relationship for their pleasure not confessions, gang raped by group of strangers, being choked and beaten during a rape by two men with weapons while my imaginary bf (I was about 7-ish when this fantasy 1st occurred and no r/l bf *sobs*) was forced to watch and unable to help. While all of these are reoccuring fantasies and I still have them, I guess the ultimate and theme underlying them is being watched and photographed while in a vulnerable state.

With women and BDSM fantasies- it's always about the SS, 'her' sat on a chair wearing her Waffen uniform and large dildo and me being forced to fuck her while she holds my neck and bites my nipples while other SS women soldiers watch on and laughing, taking turns to slap my face, spit at me and hold my hips to keep me grinding down on to the dildo.

Oh yeah - I fantasise about making soft, delicate, agonisingly, beautiful love as well by the way *highlights this so as not to sound too much of a pervert - smiles*
Asia
xxx

Asia!
You dirty little girl I better change my AV to Stalin instead and put on my best Ruskie accent. I can't think of mine now after reading all this, I'm a bit hot and bothered under the collar. I need a large, STIFF drink

[agp_millie]

Dear Asia,
i have a strong empathy with you, except all mine were older (and a cpl. x younger) brothers molesting me and sister (younger) .. But gave me a serious belief and became addicted to male Protein.

Left home at 15 straight into the arms of my subsequent worst nightmare .. fantasy? Never sure when it's real. Anyway, with my happy, conted Farmer's wife and mom of a few, i enjoy fantasising (whatever) on line. Probably the opposite way round for potential rapists?

*Hugs*
milly_mooe(s) a lot.

ps. As you will see, my skool teecher was right!