@PPR my Master/husband has got a lot of consideration for my feelings thank you very much. As this was my suggestion to Master that i wanted to get over this fear that i have and not Masters decision. We are going slow with this as every day i have to wear the hood for half a hour and then the next week to have the hood tied up everyday but for only 15 minutes as that is when i get scared when its tied up. It makes me feel that its suffocating me in which i know that its not. I trust my Master/husband with my life its just that it brings back bad memories from the past but i wont go into details about that.