ohhhhhhhhh silke - sits next to you, puts arm around you and hands you my martini. i'll cry a little with you....

although i got to talk to my sir - and i am so grateful for that, we had a weird row. not even really a fight, maybe a misunderstanding? i got the "talk" - not sure when he can be with me next, we both have responsibilities and all.

which then makes me feel just like what you said - i'm running to the computer, hoping to catch him, find an e-mail, just checking in....but i got a little bratty and said well of course i have a real life, too - does he think i'm just sitting here waiting for him? which i am but....

sighs. oh silke - all will be well, i just know it. in the meantime, let's put our sexiest shoes on and go out. (or....put our jammies on, pop a big bowl of popcorn & rent a movie??)

take very good care. cookie