Silke's ramblings...

[Silke]

*wipes tears away and manages a smile* Oh please, not you as well, cookiecat. I really don't wish this on anyone. *hugs*

And by the way...I do have a life and I'm sure you do as well. I personally just sleep less. Which is okay as long as I hit the jackpot every now and again...but constantly hoping and being frustrated? I know I could just let it be, go out, get some sleep, whatever....but if I never know if I might miss the one night he finds time to sign on? No, I'm not going to risk that.

Thanks for the invitation, cookiecat...I just don't think I'm party material right now, lol. Not presentable that's for sure.

[cookiecat]

no no - silke - i think i can only understand a small piece of what you must feel. just wanted to extend a hug and say thoughts are with you. take care! cookie