Yeah, maybe you're right, SB. I just tried to put myself into his shoes - you're terribly stressed from work, hardly have the time to do anything just for yourself and then, after a long time, you log in, hoping to see the people you love and spend some quality time.....and all you find are more problems. That's what hit me when I read some of this again. You know, I'd be put off...yeah, I'd care and be sad, but it would look like work to me. Then again, I'm not a Dom, lol - maybe they think differently.

Anyway, I apologized for dumping all my problems on him last night - NOT for feeling like I did, just for bothering him with this right now. And even though I know he probably hasn't read a single one of my messages yet, I feel better now.

Until the next outburst...keep watching this spot, lol.