hello all,

I am curiouslass,

It is my first day here and I am trying to grasp what is going on. I don't have much knowledge about all this, however I have read some books and stories about alternative life styles.

I read all Gor books and enjoyed them but I knew it was all imagination. while reading the stories on this website, sometimes I feel intimidated..

I am not in any sexual relationship, so it is all very confusing for me till now. I even don't know if such types of relationships that has been depicted in some of the stories are possible in real life.

Furthermore, my dilemma increases because of my geographical position and cultural background.. I don't think it will be possible for me to experience anything similar to what I am reading nowadays in real life. I think for me, online exploration is the only way..

to be true, I consider it only an online activity that may let me experience and enjoy some of the dreams and may increase my spectrum of imaginations.. I don't know if I will be able to gather enough confidence to experience anything similar to what I read or watch through 'stories and movies' in real life.