First of all... welcome

I am a slave and like you, was very curious if this whole lifestyle was for me. I knew what BDSM was but to say I knew how it all really went would have been a lie. I was very ignorant to the ways. I felt I needed so much guidance and would never fully get it down.

My advice is this: become friends with Google. Stalk the forum on here. Talk, talk, talk!! The more research you do and the more you dip in on what you do and don't like, the more you will find out about yourself. I spent a solid 3 months doing research and communicating with my Dom. I still don't know everything, but that feeling of ignorance is gone. And, I don't feel lost or confused about my role in the lifestyle.

I am 100% sure that this slave is His to do with as He pleases.

A very liberating feeling

Don't get discouraged! I really hope that you find your inner Dom. This lifestyle adds that little twist of excitement to life. It truly is a great thing. Just make sure everything you do is SAFE, SANE, & CONSENSUAL!

Happy hunting