karley - yay! and okay. :]

denuseri - Thank you, and I'll definitely keep that in mind. I'm hoping for that to turn more positive than negative in the long run, but that's kind of why I'm here... to test that out and see if these fantasies are actually something that should be made into a reality or if that's all they are and this isn't for me. No matter which way it goes, at least I'll be left knowing instead of having it be a big question mark in my life, you know?

Either way, I will. ^_^