hi all, and thank you for your advice and input. After reading what was said I went and had a conversation and he listened and we came to a compromise. I could either do the essay however long it took or I could accept a physical punishment in its place. I opted for the physical though I have no idea what it will be and I've been assured that I'll wish I took the essay. Obviously no limits will be broken and hopefully I made a wise choice and I can actually sit down next week...

To clarify some points that have been made I can say that I have been an absolute nightmare and I was warned that he was running out of patience several times. I'm generally bouncy and full of energy, with an upbeat personality. I love to wind people up and just have a laugh. Putting up with that 24/7 would drive any one crazy I think. I don;t enjoy punishment and I don't do it for that purpose I just have a mischievous side. Plus I haven't been listening to anything lately, in fact I've been really disrespectful in general. For instance the night I posted on the forum I was supposed to be in bed. After insisting on how tired I was and how busy my schedule has been you can imagine that he wasn't best pleased when he found out I was messing about on my phone. I really haven't done my self any favours and I know i'm not painting a good picture of myself. So Instead of pointing the finger and arguing your just being unreasonable it's all you, The whole situation has made me realize some things about myself and how I've been acting and for that I'm grateful as I can work to change it. Maybe that was the whole reason for giving me such an impossible task, it did make me shut up and think and it's been beneficial in that sense. Anyway, fingers crossed for me that I get away with a slap on the wrist (I'm a fan of wishful thinking )

Much love